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Sometimes dont you have the feeling of giving up ?

Not because you fail once but because you fail too many times on that particular area.

Be it in studies, love life, carreer , dreams and etc.

The more you try the more effort you put in the more you want to believe that each time you try, things would be different but...

it turns out to be way different then what you actually expected it.

Maybe there's too much expectations, maybe just maybe we try too hard to get things.

Or maybe our minds are living in fairy tales, thinking that happily ever after exsist and everything will be smooth at the

end of the journey. Well, maybe.

XOXO.

" Protect her, fight for her, kiss her, love her, hold her, Iaugh with her. BUT don't make her fall if you don't plan to catch her."

How i wish life was just like the movies.

At the end of the day,  everything will fall into place and everything would be okay.

No worries on make up , no worries about hair, no worries about the way i dress and etc.

And when you're at the lowest in your life, some random guy or girl would come running towards you

and pour his/ her whole heart out for you and love you dearly . Wouldn't it be a happy ending?

XOXO.

I got no idea why i wanted to use this picture but just bare with the pic okay? :X

Okay,  I know every guy or every girl has their own ideal chase.

What do i mean by an ideal chase?

What i mean is the ideal chase ( woo ) from a guy. okay cause im a girl of course. ( what a dumb reply, roll eyes* )

Okay yeah, going to share with you guys all along my ideal chase from a guy.

Well, GIRLS and GUYS love SUPRISES, who doesnt? So,

What i always dream of for an ideal chase was that there would be full of suprises.

Yup, when he look at my twitter and thinks that i'm upset, he'll come and suprise me and be there for me when i need someone to cry on.

or when he look me into the eyes and knows that something must be wrong, he will hold my shoulders tightly and stare right into my eyes

and tell me : " Everything's going to be okay. (: "

When he's says he busy, he amazingly surprises me at the void deck or outside my house with flowers or a gift.

Putting Lunch boxes on my table with a post it reminding me to eat my meal.

Telling me sweet stuff after i say somethings.

For example:  ( playing some tresure hunting game )

HIM: I've found the treasure.

Me : Where?

Him : ( points ) You. (:

And maybe when i'm stress up in school or what, he would surprise me and sing me a love song.

So yeah, if i keep continuing my idea woo thing, i would make you guys have diabetics. LOL!!!  but you guys

get what i mean now? hehe, okay, all this wont really happen . It happens in fairy tale or in someother land or like katy said

" IN ANOTHER LIFE. " hahah okay i'm just dreaming.

XOXO.

Sometimes it would be nice if i could just go to the top of the hill or anywhere and close my eyes and my mind for once

to stop thinking and just breathe in the air and relax and be free from all worries. That would be a sweet escape from everything.

Thinking alot and having so much to worry is so suffocating isnt it?  Why keep things and secrets to yourself when its so

obvious that you're choking yourself ? Why dont let it go and say it all out? Wont  you stop choking yourself by then?

Well,  we always tend to keep all of the things to ourseleves just because we are AFRAID of being JUDGED and LOOKED DOWN ON.

Sometimes i do feel like running to somewhere peaceful and just hear the surrounding, the breeze , anything and just forget all of my

worries and letting  them  go by just taking a deep breath.

( I'm not emo , im just stating what we think and stuff . I'm really a cheerful person alright?) teehee!

XOXO

Well, this is the SOH dancers 2012.

Seriously love jam and hop ! Went crazy with this bunch of people. WOOO ! \m/

Yup, we represented SOH for the dance performance. Im at the right, somewhere. LOL!

Overall orientation was awesome, totally love jam and hop ! Although i didnt have a chance to take a picture with my group mates :/

anw, 1st week of school started, so how was it? well....

Meet my classmates.

TEEHEE! okay , they are friendly and very cooperative.

Look, even a webcam picture we also came to take together.

HOHOHO!  Looking forward to enjoy with them more yeah?

:D HEHEHEHEHE!

XOXO!

LOVE THIS WEEK! <3